Don’t bother unless you want more stress!
Salaam to fellow Muslims and non Muslims!
I applied for help in November and we’re in December now.
2 weeks ago, I was stranded 69 miles away from home, I have no one, I am alone. My parents are very old and frail so I don’t expect any help from them, I do my best to help them. My circumstances changed due to an unforeseen reason in 2023. I lived on soup tins, special offer bread, and cheap noodle packs, didn’t put any claims in for anything. As I had the capacity and brains to budget in an extreme way with whatever savings I had at the time. As the years went on, my health both physically and mentally deteriorated and I tried to take my life. In 2025 I reached out for help through the job centre and started getting UC.
I had some questions and I kept asking them and they a year later did a review and cancelled my claim. I can show the reason, no issues with that but too much to go into here.
This started to take a massive negative toll on my mental health and physical health! I have been deemed unfit to work via doctors, and the dwp.
My local mosque turned me down for help and recommended I reached out to nzf!
I reached out to nzf as it was recommended by my local mosque to try and claim some help. Come November after countless sleepless and nights full of crying, I decided to apply and send all my stuff through to nzf. In the mean time I’ve had a court send me a fine for a car that’s in the garage from nov 2024, and hsbc my previous bank sent out debt collectors for a loan I took out in 2022. All this was included in my claim for a grant. Yet I’ve been denied. I reached out over a contact form that I’m stranded and need serious help to get home, got a reply 3 days later saying your claim can take 5 to 6 weeks.
To be honest I am totally and utterly disgusted and very disappointed to be turned down for help after the efforts and proof I’ve sent in that I am
1. Poor
2. In debt
3. Stranded whilst on my journey as my fuel gauge is damaged
Those three alone dictate according to our religion I should have been given some form of support.
I was approached by different walks of life whilst stranded as I couldn’t afford food nor drink whilst stranded. No one came to my aid. I was walking and found a few quid in loose change on floor and survived with that before some random white, English woman, took the time to ask what I was doing sat in my car at the side of her village. I explained what I’m going through and what’s happened, She then asked if I’d eaten. I said no, so she smiled and said I best be off.
She came back 4 hours later, holding a plate with foil on it, and said I’m so sorry dear, I presumed you are a muslim, so I made you a veg stir fry. I’m Guessing her grandson was with her, he handed me a bag with water bottles and an Envelope with £50 in it. She smiled when I opened it and I teared up. Started crying. As a grown man I’m not ashamed to admit to that.
She refused to give me her bank details and said I’m in a position to help someone that needs it, you pay it forward as and when you can. She said If you need anything else, she pointed at her house and said just knock on door and ask away. I hope you find your way home. She wasn’t a Muslim, she was catholic and said how would I rest knowing there’s a human 100 meters away from my house and is stranded with no means of getting home?
I am 41, and all my life since 11 - 12 years old, from the age of 18 I have paid zakaat at 6% because it’s all I could afford until 2023, that is when things spiralled out of control for me
I’ve always been taught to pay zakaat and to try paying a little extra chanda (charity for mosque projects or money for poor)
religiously I have donated. There’s been times where’s I’ve put wads of notes into buckets for palastine, Syria and so on. Because I was able to and I figured I was very fortunate enough not to miss what I put in those buckets!
This rut I am stuck in will not last forever and I know it’s a test and maybe I’m being broken down to be rebuilt stronger for the future for whatever plan god has for me. But I’ll make one thing clear! I WILL NOT DONATE TO ANY ISLAMIC charity’s ever again! Nzf and my local mosque are to blame for this but why should I donate to an obsolete system when it doesn’t help me when I’m in need?
All these videos you’ve got on tic toc and your other socials, absolute waste of time.
I wish I’d have checked sooner on here before I applied because I had many sleepless nights putting my hand out in good faith thinking I’d get help.
Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine, still alive and kicking since 2023 when all this started, and I refuse to let something like this get me down. My sincere apologies for pouring my heart out on here but I feel like everyone should know what to expect from the NZF!
Kind regards,
Ahmed K
(Ps) no doubt you’ve read this, if you can please delete my IDs and bank statement or any other information you have on me because I withdraw consent for you to retain any of my data.
December 15, 2025
Unprompted review